Tuesday, November 07, 2006
tml having live range so i must reach ARC by 5:15am... that's damn early and i don't know how am i going to get there... ya by cab and what time must i sleep? maybe around 10pm and i must wake up at 3am? and i'll be shooting till night. that's so tiring lah... hais, today i didn't smoke for a day but sooner i'm going to smoke my 1st puff of the day. i keep asking myself to quit smoking but i just can't do it. i really tried my best already... when my dad offer me a pack just now but i say NO to it. but i just taken one stick from him. hais, i failed again... i'm very confuse now... should i be the CQ? or i rather let ah seng to be? i heard roy said ah seng is fighting for it... of course i wanna be CQ but there's lotsa things to do and i'm scare i may let everyone disappointed. i just don't have the confident to do it yet i want to be a CQ. am i deserve to be one?
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