Thursday, November 30, 2006
bad mood today! really very moody... just quarrel with someone in camp today and aiya... i'm like damn stress now la. don't know what to do also... just feel like faster get a bike now... but still got a long long way to go... actually i also don't know what's in my mind. i just feel so damn stress!!! hais... oh ya why am i at home so early? went to HQ to help print paper then after that taken david's car to bedok then take bus home but on the way i fall aslp so i end up at changi airport. Zzz! then have to take bus 53 back loh. hais, who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong? :(
5:20 PM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
argh, forgotton to blog again... erm, i'll update for today then. woke up at 4.44am and saw sharon online and chatted with her awhile before going to bath. she says she saw me at bishan with army uni somemore! and we took the same bus too lah... but i didn't see her at all lei. that's weird... nvm, went out at 6am listen mp3 with PSP. suppose to bring PT kit today but as usual i didn't bring. so in the end have to help out for water point... after that went for my breakfast then sms-ing with alicia and slack until afternoon loh. today only bring 3 sticks of cig to camp then afternoon no more cig le. luckily got peoples give me. make friend with one of the technician... at first i was at doing work with roy then saw one of the technician outside then he asked me to join him tgt smoke but i told him i don't have any left so he gave me one. and today i just bought 2GB of memory stick for PSP. i'm broke already loh. bank left 2 digi only... :((
11:21 PM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
i missed blog again... got no time to blog this few days because chionging BLEACH anime. erm, let's say about ytd... i'll make it short here. taken half day off then reach home around 1:30pm then prep to meet charles, david and JL at suntec to have our lunch @ sakae sushi. didn't really eat much as usual. =x then after that visit david house. so poor thing charles got attacked by JL and CC while david were driving. of course i'm beside with david. :P david house very nice!!! and his catty so cute also! we played monopoly tgt and i am the banker aka cashier. after that david drop me and charles at bedok mrt station and i taken 24 home. that's all for ytd! and today went to cdc for my lesson. suddenly raining!!! was quite a heavy rain and i'm all wet la. quite a number of peoples fall down but lucky i'm safe! lol, so scary while driving in the rain...

charles kana DB. LOL!

david and JL.


banker aka cashier :

JL and CC.


he's choosing his monopoly item.

CLOSEUP!

david's cat playing with his toy.

EVOII

thanks daddy for the helmet! :)
5:35 PM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
today i woke up late!!! actually i woke up at 5:05am then i went back to sleep and woke at 5:30am then i set alarm to 5:50am but then i don't know why suddenly i woke up and see and the time is 6:30am. then i quickly rush to withdraw money and find cab. it cost me 20 bucks la! damn it i'm broke la... hais, and today in store everyone is taking OFF. left me, charles and mdm only... was damn bored in camp la today. then after that mdm talked about she's gonna be counsellor and ask charles for help to do a survey form then mdm start talking about her stories... it was pretty interesting lah haha... that's all...

taken this in cabby when i saw this weird smoke...

is that smoke or maybe hurricane?
9:05 PM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
shit! i missed blogging for days already... on sunday i can't blog because i'm doing duty in camp. so i'll cut it short... so yah sunday was doing duty that why can't blog and on monday i was too tired that why didn't blog too. didn't really sleep on sunday because i was in the air-con room for the whole day and i'm scared of cold too. it makes me feel so uncomfortable lah... just hate been in the air-con room. so today i had lunch with CO at HQ at 12pm. while on my way, i was finding for a quiet place to smoke because i was in uniform afterall... so then i was standing near aa road la and there's this man come to me and ask if i know where is NUH? so i just told him to take a cab from here. at first i was shock la because i tot really kana caught by peoples smoking in army uniform. after
10 SEC another person came to me and ask if i know where's MOE located at? firstly i guess my face to them is a Road Directory that why. god damn it i hate it la. once shot 2 person come to me and ask such stuff when i'm enjoying my cig. when i reach HQ cook house, i saw all my BMT mates there too. saw derrick, david and so on... had a short chat with them before having lunch with CO. in the end CO came at 12:30pm and then we began our lunch. was quite scared la in the first place because having lunch with a much more higher rank officer together is my first time. yah so talk and talk until 1:14pm then he dismissed us. then i went out of the camp and called mdm if i have to go back not but she said by the time i reach SGC will be 3pm plus so she said she gave me OFF but i owe her first. so then i agreed and went to take bus to mrt station and went straight home. reach home at around 2pm. after bath then chiong my bleach again!
10:08 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
i missed blogging ytd again... don't really got the mood to because was feeling very weak... fever, cough and flu just came together. this few days has been feeling really very low. so many things stuck in my mind and can't release them... all things just don't meet my expectation. i am not the CQ because OC don't think i got the power to control peoples as in i'm TOO quiet? i don't really know also or maybe OC just look down on me. well, life gotta be more tough if roy ORD because i know that the new CQ won't do works and in his mind there's only OS this job. and he will push all the CQ works to me and he's getting the CQ rank and salary. 2nd is i tot i can have my bike by this month but the person doesn't agree with installment because what if really something goes wrong then who will handle the rest of the amount? anyway, i've already makeup my mind after i got my licence then i get a bike. next is to worry about my future... should i just go for pvt 'O' or go for skills such as like be a hair stylish? lol, sound weird right? i don't think i got the skill to be one too. so i think might as well go for pvt 'O' bah. what to do? my life is completely in a mess now. life is just like driving on highway... once you're on the wrong path you got no choice but to continue your journey. how i wish i can just end my life without pain. from the very first i've already choosen wrong path to walk on. i feel so useless!!! i just don't know how to continue my life anymore without her. i need her badly! how am i gonna forget her? will someone please help me get her outta my mind? she has just completely disappear in my life. whenever i need a shoulder to lie on, she's just beside me... but i've betrayed her LOVE for me. each time the bus passby her house area, i can really see our shadow there when i walked her home... now i really understand what's TRUE LOVE. it's hard to find someone that you loves and she loves you too. i'm so regret that i gave up so many of them... till now i am waiting for that someone...
8:27 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
bah! legs still hurts alot... woke up in the morning first thing i can feel is my both legs are very painful. but still have to go to camp... feel much more better after when i reach camp. i have to attend a GE course on next month 4th to 8th at sembawang camp. troublesome lah have to go. but luckily only 1 week. but 1 week still very long. :( good thing that my MEC friend a POL storeman also going as well. so i guess i won't be feeling lonely over there. today i felt so sleepy in camp and slept for awhile during lunch time. then later on took cheo's car loh. that's all for today! :)
sometimes i really really do feels so lonely...
i wish she's still mine,
how am i gonna forget her?
i've tried my very best to but still i can't let go...
i can't stand being a
loner
9:53 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
missed blogging yesterday because have to do guard duty... forgotten to bring my SBO and helmet so i borrowed from roy. was doing guard duty with NG, BEN and AUST. then i partner with NG. we start our journey at 10pm and finished at 12am. then sleep for 4 hours till 4am then continue our journey until morning 6am. we have to really walking lah... because we have 13 checkpoints and each checkpoint we have to write down our name and time on the paper. legs getting painful on our first duty but still no matter what have to continue the journey. this is really tough...
8:50 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
today went out with friend to have lunch and we decided to go for a walk or rather shop at vivocity. well, it's really big there and so crowded too. and of course me and gilbert nearly went missing there lah. was planning to shop for jeans and shirts but didn't see what i wanted there... saw a adidas jacket with the word TOKYO on it. actually wanted to buy but not because of the price is too ex la but i already own one adidas jacket so no point wasting money go get another one. then after that went to food court to have lunch there. and yup, after lunch we continue our journey at vivo. to those who have already went to vivo, did you guys noticed there is actually a pool that let us to walk on it? it looks like a swimming pool. that place is really perfect! a very nice place to settle down and relax yourselve there also... while on our way we saw precious thot so i decided to grab a "THANKYOU" card for my PO ms liu. ok, here's the funny part! the salegirl asked me, "yes? what're you looking for?" then gilbert ans her, "ah? we looking for a
THANKYOU card." LOL! then next the girl was giving a strange look on her face lah. how much it cost? oh ya! 8 bucks! i tot it was like only 3 bucks loh. and ya we were looking for some gane shop that sell computer games or playstation games etc... but time is getting late and gilbert still have to go back to camp due to his's on driver course so we decide to head towards home. reach bishan around 6pm then asked him accompany me to comic connections to buy BLEACH game for PSP. it cost me $72!!! omg, going to broke soon... then saw a white colour watch very nice so i just grab it too. after that then we both head home...

this two guy were so irriating! saying HI to anyone they saw for no reason.

and he's funny! he's so kind to let me have a picture of himself with pose. :)

this is where i'm talking about. isn't it looks like a swimming pool?


here goes my 72bucks!!! :[

nice or not?
9:32 PM
Saturday, November 11, 2006
today went to camp at 6am and guess what i time i reach? around 7am. by right i should be there at 6:30am to helpout but guess it's ok lah. then must load all the store stuffs up to a mini bus and then we setoff around 7:30am to sentosa. on our way something funny happen... there's 2 lane available, so the 1st lane is for cars to drive in while the 2nd one is for cars to drive out... but guess what? ah seng drive IN on the 2nd lane. he was lucky that there's no any car on the 2nd lane lah... then next is teck wee was driving around to find for place to park but then he went to a construction side as there's around 5 or more construction workers gave us suck a weird look. i bet they must be wondering "WTF IS THIS MILITARY VAN IS DOING HERE?!?!?!?!?" finally we've arrive at sentosa and there are so many many peoples lah. almost all of the LAO JIAOs were there also... and so many pretty babies. hahaha! didn't really enjoy also lah because i still have my job to do over there. i have to watch over the water point as in i have to refill them if they are empty. and as usual that shameless bastard leaving all the job to me while he go and have his "BUMPER CAR" lesson. after awhile it began to start raining heavily... actually i plan to stay at the beach after the event but because of the bad weather. then still have to return to HQ to unload those store items. then after that took daron EVO home. thanks for your ride. :)

chester is doing our CHEERLEADING FLAG.

and that's chester design!

wy was caught by ben!


poor wy but looks like he enjoy our beautiful creation on his face.

i suppose this is the human race game? or whatever it is... but it looks fun!

superman!!!

chok is been carried!

what are they doing to ben?

does he looks like the "GU DAI" version of vampire with red cheeks? lol.

the mummy is speaking!
11:59 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
today is the same in camp. slacked whole day in camp and playing. tml is SAT!!! but i still have to go back to HQ by 6:30am to helpout the family day thingy. then after will be at sentosa playing games bah.

this pic above appear in the newpaper... it's a story about MR WONG owe 18 loan sharks. reason why he owe 18 loan sharks because each time he borrow money from one loan sharks then he borrow another amount from another loan sharks to pay the first loan shark that why until today he owe 18 loan sharks money. and MR WONG claimbed that he has a diploma in shipping and before he retired, used to earn about $5.000 a month. so sad MR WONG can't visit his children freely because he is too ashamed to see them.
10:23 PM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
reach camp at 7:40am today then after that ate nasi lemak for breakfast. thanks JL for your breakfast. (: today was really a slacking day. had so much fun in techstore today... we played paperball and some lame game la. i have record down while we playing but unfortunately i can't post the video up to my blog because i guess you guys know why also la. shouldn't post any video or pic related to the SAF. today i saw a new phone of SONY ERICSSON on the newpaper. it's W950i. what so special about this phone? because it's a TOUCHSCREEN phone. if i'm not wrong this is the 1st SONY ERICSSON handphone that can touchscreen. it can store UP to 4GB of memory and the camera is 240x320 pixel. i don't remb what is the price lah but roughly around $1000 plus w/o plan.
CLICK HERE TO VIEW W950I
11:22 PM
woke up at 10am today and ate prata for breakfast then head off to camp around 11am... went to breadtalk bought breads for JL then take mrt from bishan to cck loh. then take 975 at cck to SGC. let's say what i do in camp today... erm, return items to AEC bah. then after that sleep for awhile till 5:30pm then prep to go home. whole body so painful since ytd after range... and tml have to go camp again. hais, so dead tired!
3:39 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
today having live range at SAFTI... reach camp around 4:30am and still early so went to canteen for a cup of coffee. we have to shoot alot of times... total i think we shoot around 100 bullets all tgt. day shoot i got 9 but night shoot i got 3. was quite disappointed when i found out i fail. i tot i can make it because in BMT i pass. during night shoot i totally can't see a thing at all. then went back to ARC around 12am and have to clean the gun and so on... and now i'm coughing like hell la due to the smoke came out from the gun. Zzz... have to go back camp tml after lunch time. guess i have to go have my sleep soon.
5:53 PM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
tml having live range so i must reach ARC by 5:15am... that's damn early and i don't know how am i going to get there... ya by cab and what time must i sleep? maybe around 10pm and i must wake up at 3am? and i'll be shooting till night. that's so tiring lah... hais, today i didn't smoke for a day but sooner i'm going to smoke my 1st puff of the day. i keep asking myself to quit smoking but i just can't do it. i really tried my best already... when my dad offer me a pack just now but i say NO to it. but i just taken one stick from him. hais, i failed again... i'm very confuse now... should i be the CQ? or i rather let ah seng to be? i heard roy said ah seng is fighting for it... of course i wanna be CQ but there's lotsa things to do and i'm scare i may let everyone disappointed. i just don't have the confident to do it yet i want to be a CQ. am i deserve to be one?
1:21 PM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
it's sat and i am rotting at home today. bored!!! think i don't get to ride my CBR this month because js told me that the seller wants us to make full payment. :( don't think my dad will pay for me too. hais, guess my dream is not coming true by this month already.
3:40 PM
Friday, November 03, 2006
another sian day in camp... tot today LRI will come to check my store so i do nicely but in the end never come again. so as usual slacking at techstore chit chatting with JL, Roy and Chia. as usual also lah making fun of chia. lol, then play true or dare but chia didn't ans truefully... JL asked "CHIA! you got went in DB before not?"
but chia said "NO." lol!!! then meeting alvin at ferry bus there to go cck together but i tot i couldn't get in the bus because i was que-ing right behind loh. at first i got in already but the bus driver don't allow peoples to stand. who knows i'm the ONLY ONE that are standing la and i have to get down loh. so nvm, alvin get down with me and waited for 2nd ferry bus. just receive JS call and he said there's good and bad news. i shall announce the good new first bah. he said his friend found a bike for us. and bad new is i have to make full payment unless i got a lisence. hais, how can i make full payment?!?!? is around 2-3k there... i can't even take out 500 dollars now. =/
2:30 PM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
woke up at 5:15am and as usual went back to sleep for awhile till 5:30am then prep set off to camp with daddy. reach ARC around 7:20am. lucky not really late but seen like everyone is there except me. it was so boring over there la. just only me the one so lonely... taken their ferry bus to don't know what places for my IMT. that makes my BMT memories flash back again. really very miss my BMT days spent with my buddies... it's true we hardly meet already because we all got our own unit friends now i guess that's why... my shooting still not bad la haha! overall i think i got more then 5 head shot but got afew missed. 1 round contain 4 bullets... after we load, have to switch it to SAFE mode but i forgotten it was on SAFE mode. that's why i can't fire off. so i tot i forgotten to load bullets in and i load another 1 round in. so it means i got 8 bullets in it which is i suppose to have 4. luckily the instructor don't know about it. =x the IMT finish around 10 or 11am if i'm not wrong then took their ferry bus back to ARC. then from ARC i took cab back to SGC loh. then while in my GE container store doing some work then suddenly raining so heavily lah. and me chia and roy was stuck inside for afew hours i guess. luckily the NDP bag got one small fan if not i guess i will die because it's really hot inside. then roy pull out a mat to rest... and like that we fall aslp till 5:30pm and it's time to go home!
2:27 PM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
tml having IMT at ARC... make me bring my SBO and HELMET back home today... and i have to bring it back to camp the next day. hais, how i wish i can excuse from arms... tml will be a very very boring day i guess... asked dad to fetch me to camp tml because i can't just bring the SBO and HELMET travel around... guess i'll stop here for today.
1:32 PM