Saturday, June 23, 2007
couldn't get to sleep so i decided to login to my blogger and release my sadness here. i could not get to sleep last night because i was keep thinking of her and at the same time hoping to receive her sms.
but whole day she didn't sms me so i didn't sms her too... until today afternoon around 12 plus in the noon i receive a sms from someone saying that she decided to give up this 2 months 13 days of r/s. i was really so shock at that time and my heart just shattered into pieces...
i couldn't show out expression because i was with friends at the smoking corner smoking at that time... it's really so hard to hide it until i went back to office and sat at one corner stoning...
i am so disappointed in her and i was keep thinking did she really wanna break off or someone was behind this? i really miss her so much now but at the same time i hate her too! what am i gonna do? i felt so lonely without her by my side now. hais!
2:02 AM