Wednesday, June 20, 2007
i'm back to blogger again! hais, recently lot of things happen between us. we almost quarrel everyday and i know this is not the way to continue our r/s. i've been to drinking session every friday and she don't like it because she says she afraid i might do something wrong or in another way i will betray her.
so i told her not to worry and i promise i will be back home safe. i understand how she will feel as a gf... i promised her that i won't be going anymore and i promise i will try to reject my friends invites. but i just couldn't stand her spot checking on me.
i still remb on sunday evening when i was still asleep, she was checking on my msn history... and then she found out that i've been talking about girls topic with my friend on msn and there she got angry and she cried... at first i didn't blame her because i understand sometimes she really have to do that because she is my gf afterall... but day by day she's checking me everyday just like her daily works to do...
i really can't take it anymore! what am i to you? why must you check on me everyday?!?!? what did i do wrong? seriously! i've done nothing! why must you do this? you know i won't like it and you insist to do this and you wanna cause us a breakup? hais!
9:57 PM